this shall be a random post.

chinese paper was manageable.
hmmm. seems like my essay-writing style kinda changed. could notice the slight change even for my english paper.
anyway, kinda regretted not really paying attention to our chinese teacher yesterday ._.
and my voice changed after paper 2.
went to eat with zijie and sihui after that, at macs.
booo. zijie wasted my efforts! ._.
ahhh. nvm nvm~ there's always next time XD

headed home, slept a while, watched the drama episode i missed yesterday.
nothing much bah.
just that i'm feeling a lil sleepy now.

anyway, last episode of my drama just now.
kinda dark and revenge-y.
my father said that the ending was abit -__-.
neutral to me though. the front part was exciting.
but it's just so truee.
don't ever judge a book by it's cover.
the woman in the show fooled almost everyone in the family, even the mother.
on the surface, like the character in the show, she just treats the guy as if she loves him with all her heart; taking care of him even when he's paralysed, disabled etc.
the guy went ahead with the marraige cause he likes the girl and he was fooled by her although the father objected, cause he knows the girl is up to something.
but her ulterior motive is just to use him as a tool to get back at the family who caused the death of her father.
when she finally shown her true colours, even the mother was shocked.
she couldn't even believe that she was fooled by her.
some people can just act so well huh?
who knows, even your closest kin, or friend could be lying to you and deceiving you all the while.
for the sake of greed, selfishness or personal gains, or whatever you can think of.
taking advantage of the word 'kinship' and 'friendship'.
greed and selfishness is the root of all evil.
the father killed his own biological son cause he found out the truth, and doesn't want to be exposed.
inhumane huh?
kinda sad that the guy committed suicide when he realised that his parents were involved in illegal activities, and the one that he loved was actually deceiving him all the while.
he couldn't take it anymore, cause he feels that the whole world is deceiving him and those that he trusted have already left him; and committed suicide so that his mother would turn herself in.
he self-sacrificed himself as the mother told him that her only reason for her to live was actually for him.
so he suicided so that his mother would turn herself in without worrying about who would be taking of him when she turns herself in etc.
sad ):
kinda sad when the wife of the son who got killed found out about her husband's death too. ):

just a random post.
just typing whatever that comes to my mind.

相信自己是成功的第一步;
可是现在我好像还没走那第一步, 而不相信自己
i don't feel confident for this mid-year.
and i feel a lil off-track now.
nvm. i will be fine soon. (:

feeling kinda cranky right now.
maybe due to the flu+cough?
and i'm still feeling sick. now with an additional of two ulcers.
booo.
*coughs* *sneezes* *sniffs*):

oh yeah. get well soon joanne.
i feel guilty. ._.